Lets go back,back to the start cause perfect was not so perfect after all and that just one wrong move and our world can crush,just from a step,just from a look,just from a word,everything can change all haven can turn to hell,just in a second,but you should do your own mistakes,you should learn from your downs ,but every time you have a down just get up and move on,take your bag of memories,and think what you want to do and just let the wind blow you into the wright direction.and if it starts raining don`t be scared , just let it fall down , and wake your dreams .......

When I fall....

Tears ,tears are a part of us which fall each time we feel intense ,tears usually fall when you feel pain when nothing works the way you aspect it to work when every thing turns upside down when people criticize you before knowing who you are,they just don`t get it they just don`t get you ,so you just lose control you just feel like your world is crushing down ,i just can`t tell why i feel this way when i don`t have to care, i just want to go home,but no body is home,no one understands me all my little mistakes now seem big .....i can`t help making the same mistakes again .Now i just lay in my bed,broken inside close my eyes to find the reasons why i`m where i am.
But i am strong and dose`t mater how many times i`ll fall i`l always get up,and go on,i`l be off again in my world,and when i`ll be all alone in the lands of forever,i`l take control and i`l go on cause i`m shore i can make it!!!

A memory ,a memory of a dream a dream which seemed so real ,which i could not forget a dream of u with me ,in a forest near a lake where we were holding hands on a boat,water every ware ,i could feel just one thing i could feel just u ,all around me your perfume , you were looking into my eyes and telling me how much i mean to you,but now i waked up from my little perfect dream which became a memory now you`re gone far, from me, u are just like the others you`ve never been honest, just words in vain you were just playing around with my feelings just trying to get what you wanted, never cared about the others.....never cared about me,for you all was just a game ,but the game is over and you just lost .....naw you can be happy all by yourself and thinking about the past,i will never regret anything anything because u made me fell what i never felt before u made me fell happy and you made me feel scared u made me feel love you made me feel hate i will never forget you ,but i will also never have you back....So good bye my good friend, my enemi you realy were everything.....you really changed my life....

Imagination


it`s morning i just woke up and i look out the window and i imagine a little perfect world where we can be together where no one cen separate us where we can be how ever we want...we can kiss all day long we can just hold hands while walking on the clouds and looking at their lovely shapes....but we wake up and you are far away and i am hear...as time moves on ther`s no one alce but u,i hope you see just what you do to me....but i`ll always be hear waiting for you....cause i know one day you`l come back and you will be mine again....